The spaciousness of silence, the openness of stillness

When there’s nothing else, there is and always will be the breath. There’s only this moment dear one, there’s only this moment.

There’s nothing else yet crested, there’s only this time and there’s only this one present beat of the cosmic hearts drum. There’s your fateful surrender, your dissolution into the one. There’s your courage to be, awake, wide eyed and aware. Open amongst the stars and the sky, the empty darkness of open space, of caves and caverns, on a heart left untended for too long. There’s the empty hollow darkness, and then carried upon your breath and your present awareness, there’s the light. There’s the refusal to turn away, there’s the commitment to staying strong and looking all of it right in its face and not backing down. There’s the gentle resting of your body in this space. There’s your breath that will carry you through all of it. There’s your dedication to love. There’s your ever growing heart and there’s our surrender into grace.

Our, our collective surrender. Our collective and unified decision and trusting within the freefall, the letting go and the dropping back and the breaking of all the walls into pure and utter nakedness, a heart exposed, tears and snot running down, releasing, opening up. So exposed, so bare, so seen, yet so true and so beautiful in its magnificence.

I vow to see you fully, entirely, utterly and completely. Open and closed, raw, exposed, or hidden away. I vow to see you and love you every day. Every moment, every breath, I will come back to my heart, I will do my very best. I will breathe into the space where stillness finds its name, I will open my heart, let the light find its home again. I will show myself beautiful, ugly and real, I will show you myself authentically as I heal. I will be who I am and I won’t back away, I will love you more each and every day. I will breathe and I will form the reality that’s all around, I will open up to divine guidance, recieve it through my crown. I know I am imperfect, yet radiant to my core, I see your as my mirror, my divine guide that shows me more. More of who I am, more of who I am here to become. More of my strength and more of my fun. I vow to listen, to honor and to love you to your bones, I vow to tend to this fire as it’s the eternal one.

Thank you for showing me who I truly am. Thank you for loving me in all of my ways. Thank you for letting me love you, opening up and trusting. Thank you for showing me true care.

Love eternal, I’ll see this through.