Of the love
May hearts write the verse. It felt like jumping off a cliff, to share this all outwardly, though it is within my light, it is my souls purpose, take that however it resonates.
There was a time in my life where my thoughts were largely and vastly negative. I deeply believed that my soul was of the darkness, I proclaimed it to the world, hoping it would win me a ticket out of my despair. To either be known and validated in my findings, seen for my lack of light by dark entities, welcomed into their lives to have some community, or to be told that I am wrong, and for someone to see the light inside of me, to pull that up to the surface and have that be the truth running the show. I was too shrouded and lost to even fathom that as a possibility, that another could pull the light of my being up to the surface for me to exist within. I had no idea, the idea of me even being an energy of light felt like a lie at the time. I was so lost and confused, shrouded with darkness and despair, I felt like hurt people hurt people and there was no way out because all that surrounded me was hurt people, acting on our inner wounds, stabbing each other over and over again to try and get some release. It’s a vicious cycle that has no end until the decision of change comes forth, until the conscious and continual choice to change those thoughts and actions. To choose the higher path of service to reform and to love, it’s a decision that we must make everyday and sometimes moment to moment, but it’s that compounding snowball effect, that catalyzes us into a life full of joy and beauty, all around and fully within.
Not until recently, did I discover, or re-remember that healed people heal people. I was sitting in the presence of a friend, feeling the waves of love and power and truth pour off of her. And I felt like the longer I stayed in that room, with her beaming and radiating, and me relaxing back and receiving, engaging yet also being, I was being healed. I felt my energy being lifted, I felt the dark shadows I came in with from thoughts of fear being taken up and out of my body, up up up and out into the infinite source. Not projected onto her, but simply, peacefully, and easily released with grace, transformed back into love, flowing up to a neutral space. It felt like just being in her essence and presence brought me back home to myself. Back home to who I am. It felt like a true gift, I don’t even know if she knew it was happening but I simply felt it. When we rise into our power, when we rise and shine our light, when we feel the full essence of our being, in whatever ways make us feel the most lively, we heal. We heal. Ourselves, the world, the grids of the earth, and anyone in our presence. We heal the past and the future and we heal the spaces that we inhabit. The scope of our healing is beyond what we can even know. We are simply being, outpouring energy of love, of magic, of blessings. When we rise into our light, in whatever way that may be. Whatever makes us feel joyful and exuberant and alive, balanced and true to ourselves and our souls, we heal the world.
Maybe some of us do this with our hands and direct contact, to tune into the frequencies of the highest levels of light on the universe, maybe we simply tune in and tap in and bring these down through our vessels to be transferred to others in direct healing ways and modalities. Like reiki or message. Others of us create art and poetry and music, words and songs that feel like life. Maybe it’s the frequency of ones voice that pulls this purity in or down. It all comes from the source, the space of our intention and where we wish to create this from. The heart is what will forever bring abundant results. Words or stories or food or music or even structures, buildings and gardens become healing when we do it from this place of love. The space we enter into becomes the healing temple, the sacred space, it’s infused into the walls when we work with light in this way. All things born of this space hold these frequencies. Channel it through. Remember the intention for what we are creating and choose to move from this space.
When we encounter blocks, it’s simply an opportunity to invite a new energy in to dissolve them, to transmute and transform it into a new form, breathe into it, go deeper into the flow, allowing more light to channel through our beings.
Earlier, I had an idea and then I deleted it, unsure of it was relevant or ‘of the light’ enough. This is an idea I will further challenge in the future. It comes back so I acknowledge its importance, as all parts of us wish to be seen and heard and loved in quality measure. The thought was what if we miss the opportunity to choose the love, and instead we take the road of suffering, as we have choice in each moment, what if we choose the lower path? In this space we needn’t worry, for we always have choice, and if we miss a chance in one instant, if we choose to continue suffering, then a new opportunity and choice will come around in another instant. Love is constant and unwavering. Love is God, God is love, and God simply wants us to remember and come home. To live this; The light wishes to be born, seen and lived so badly that it will present itself again and again and again until we choose it. Our higher selves know our potential and our destiny and that’s why they present it to us so frequently, because we are ready, and it’s our free will decision to choose this for ourslves. Yet we needn’t worry, as we will always have more and more choices, yet why not choose it now, why wait? We could live more and more lifetimes waiting to let the light in, as it will always wait for us to choose it, or we could simply decide right now. Free up the blocks, allow the magic of the universe to work its divine flow, and surrender into the loving arms of our own divinity.
One of our greatest powers is asking ourselves what we need, and then giving it to ourselves. More rest, more stillness, quietness. Movement, nutrients. Pleasure, silence. Song, or action. Creation or distraction. What do we need and how can we gift it. What is our next best step.
Love you always ♥️
Annika
May this find relevance in your life
