It’s just me again.
I wish for someone to meet me down here, in this space that is my home. It feels wrong to try and force myself to be anywhere or anyone else. I hold others through their fear. I guide them through question and inquiry, down, down, down, down into the truth that is waiting to be let free within them. Their truest destiny, beyond the expectations and beliefs of who they should be, past the fear and the worry and the doubt. Down, down, down, down, down we go. Into the empty space where all that there is is truth and becoming and love. Pure undiluted love in every moment. Freedom within the soul. No disappointment, only love. Only rooted and grounded and clear love.
Many fear it, this reckoning with the self, with the truest care nature of their being. The power that they hold, that they breathe, that wants to be lived within them. Many wish for me to come back up to the surface, to where it is all light and bright and blinding. Where pain is abandoned and ignored, where those on the streets are looked past and driven by without a second glance. Many wish for me to live in their world of activity and ambition, of abandonment and dishonor. They wish to run from what lives within them, they wish to hide.
We are not here to hide. You reading this are not here to hide. You are here because there is a singular truth within you that demands to be lived. To be activated, to be actualized. To be experienced through your every waking breath. To fuel your movements and your direction in life. To serve yourselves and all those around. There is truth within you that demands to be awakened. That surpasses all of the fear and the uncertainty. That requires you to go farther, be braver, more courageous than you have ever been before. So that you may finally live the truth of your being. The truth that will not stop even in death. The truth that you are whole, you are loved, and you are love in its entirety. You are not of the dammed, you will not be cast down to hell, for you have the power within you to travel to any realm, any experience, any earthly or heavenly or cosmic plane of existence and live fully. To live and experience and thrive and create. All that is asked is that you trust, that you breathe a little bit deeper, and that you allow your roots to grow. Deep and strong down into the earth. Past all of the failures or disappointments, past all the demons and the ghouls. Past all the expectations, the toxic thoughts, the shit we have been programmed to believe or not to believe. Past all of the conditioning and past all of the disorder. Grow your roots down deeper than you have ever reached before and trust, trust me my friend you will find light at the core.
Light at the core of this beautiful sacred earth, light at the core of the densest and most horrific of experiences. There is light at the center of you, there is light at the center of this all. And this light will empower you to make the next move, the aligned action that is your truth. That is independent of everything that you may have believed to know, independent of what you have read or been taught. This truth that lives within you, that flows through your breath and your cells and your being is the truth that surpasses all. It is the truth of God, of Sophia, great creatrix of all life, this truth is the truth that serves everyone around you and all forgotten or scattered or fragmented parts of yourself. This truth is the truth of you that will always guide you home, for you are home no matter where you physically are as long as you are connected to it. This home is within you. This home is eternally you.
Do not be afraid, my friend. You are not alone. You do not fear what is being revealed to you and you do not need to run. You are power and you are mercy. You are love and you are justice and you are brilliance in human form. You are earth and you are sky and you are everything in between. Holding this truth allows for clarity of thought, for choice, and when connected the choice is always easy. The choice is not a choice at all but a simple necessity. It’s love. And there is nothing other than love. There is distortion when disconnected, there is suffering and there is illusion. There is malice and hate and confusion, there is blind scrambling through the dark, through the unknown, through fear. But once reconnected, truth reemerges. And from truth we know where to go, we know what to do, we know what to say, we know how to hold ourselves, we know what we are meant to share, we know what we need to create, and it is pure ecstasy. It is living the prayer that is alive within your heart.
It requires focus, discipline, and a dedicated effort to always come back every time we slip or fall off track, but once we realign, once we realize that we are the answers we have always sought, it all becomes clear again. Love flows easily again, brightness within the darkest of nights.
We are the phoenix, the candle flame lighting the infinite, we are the torch bearers, and we are the stars lighting up the sky. We are divinity incarnate, and pleasure is our birthright. To live in harmony and pure bliss with the very essence of our being. Of our clear and right hearts. To live the prayers of the forsaken. To live the prayers from all the times we felt lost or broken, abused, and mistreated. To live the truth that is alive within us. Right and just, and clear. It comes from the root, it comes from service to this great earth, it comes from service to each other, our bodies, our communities, and those who paved the way long before us. It comes from communion with death, with the unrelenting truth that we will all be gone from this experience far too soon but right on time. It comes from love.
Everything gets easier, everything gets easier when we are in this alignment. Magic flows, truth dispenses. And all illusions fall. All structures built upon the harm or mistreatment of any, any being, any human, any animal, or bug, or plant fall. They all crumble because there no longer is anything to hold their ground. New ways of being are being built, from inside of us. From this clarity, from this alignment. From this devotion. And all else crumbles in its wake because nothing holds it in place any longer. The few who wish to cause harm run and scream and make a big fuss, yet they too have fallen blind to this truth that is all forgiving and kind. This truth that will wrap them up in mercy and bless them until they can rise from their hearts again. And those who are unable, those who are long past the tides of healing, who have abandoned themselves, their spirits, their morals, their truth, will simply dissolve back into the all. Back into the nothingness and the everything.
Love will be the only thing to survive. Fear not for we are meant to live free. And that we will. Hold your ground, do not falter, pick yourself back up, and straighten out your shoulders. You are held, you are here. I’m with you, thousands of others are with you. We are all in this together, and we will not give up until we all see this through. This great change and recalibration of this earth. Into harmony. We will not stop until justice is served, whether we see it in our lifetimes or not, it will come forth. It is destiny. It is so.
Let your dreams come forth, let your soul sing. We need it. Write that song, share that poem, call your mom and tell her you love her. And never ever ever give up.
