A dream upon a cloud
I dream and I dream and I dream. I hear the words, yet I feel the truth. The true communication that is shared when there is a glimmer in the eye. That it’s time to move, sometime soon. A trip to Alaska, learn the way of the wilds, have a partner in life throughout it all. I was told to stop dreaming, to live more within this reality, to let go of the illusions, so that I am not carrying on something that is already dead. “Abundantly clear” I was told the proclamation off the tongue, yet back again I hear that the third time is the charm and this time there is faith, that we just let it all be up to the great divine.
I speak like a crypt, for would anyone understand if I address the truth face in? Would you want to know what it is that I see, what it is that I feel, what it is that I know? Sit down upon the floor and see me at an equal level, yet up in your high chair I feel as though I am seen more. For when you reach down to where I stand, things get tough, the air gets thick, and I must work hard to keep my breath flowing. I could run away, I could just go, get away, run away from the past, run away from the future, or here I could stay. Here I could be within this moment, its glory and its glamour and its beauty. It’s love that shows itself through all the painful cracks.
The king of rats rules the land down below, yet underneath his skin resides a being of golden angelic light. I piggyback down to this dark space, together, by your side, recognizing the truth of what lives below. I plant a seed within this space, a glowing seed of light. I see the sun shining up way way way high in the sky, a tunnel of darkness surrounds us, just a sliver of brightness to grow towards. The only other light is what is felt within us, underneath the masks. Something that can only be felt, seen with the inner eye. That’s how we know what is true, that is how we know we are safe. It is felt, even though it looks dark all around. I wonder why you have lived down here, why is this your domain? Why this space to call a home? And what more about it do I need to know? I trust that the seed will be grown, it is grown as the seed is nurtured, and follows that light way up above, the tallest tree within the depths of the inner earth, a sacred being that returns this dark space to one of magic, of peace again. As the tree grows I look around, I see other trees, glowing in all colors, sparkling and shimmering, growing up all around. All around a forest of colorful light and deep roots and nourishing power blooms. As if within a crystal cavern, we have dove deeper than the layer with the bombs and destruction of humanity. Jumping into the seemingly endless darkness below, we plummet the depths in order to bring our light back in. In order to understand what happens down below, to activate the codes, the light within our bodies, within all bodies, all that are around us, so that we as a collective, a group of souls and species can experience an entirely new dawn. A series of events, a way of living that is unknown upon the surface of our current lives yet known and understood similar to breathing. A bone deep kind of understanding, that which is truth within our cells, our bodies, is incomprehensible in its magic, in its light, in its power of pure unconditional love. The true essence of who we are is divine. We descend into the unknown. A piggyback ride. A walk through the portal. Into the unknown we go. Bravely walking through the initiation. We know it’s the way, because it feels right, though it may feel confronting, it feels, like opening. Safety, truthfulness, and openness.
It feels like light, it feels like balance, like unity, like magic coming back online. It’s complete and total faith within the unknown. And the time we spend together is the candy, the pure bliss. The strength within working together, as a team we tackle and face the challenges that rise within. Love as the constant current. Care and dependability. True togetherness. All the books and all the stories of old coming true. Trust in what rises to the surface from within you. You are never alone. You are stronger than you know. You are love and you are whole.
